Outback bride - Hart Jessica - Страница 20

‘Hey, break it up!’ he ordered after one look at the tableau below him. ‘You’re not alone and the beer’s getting warm!’

Inside, the kitchen seemed very bright, and Copper avoided Mal’s eyes. She didn’t know what to do with her hands. They felt very conspicuous, as if branded with the imprint of his fingers, and her lips tingled still with that brief, sweet kiss. Had he meant to kiss her? Had he been caught unawares, as she had, or had he just been trying to reassure her? Or had he heard Brett coming out from the kitchen and forced himself into his new role?

Megan was puzzled by the atmosphere until Mal took her on his knee and explained that he and Copper were going to be married so that Copper could stay with them all at Birraminda. ‘Would you like that?’

Megan wasn’t prepared to commit herself yet. ‘How long will she stay?’

‘A long time.’

The big blue eyes looked at Copper with unnerving directness. ‘For ever?’ she insisted, and Copper’s smile went a little awry. Her eyes met Mal’s for a fleeting moment over the small head.

‘I hope so, Megan,’ she said. By the time she left Megan would be seven, nearly eight. That would seem like for ever to a child of four.

Megan seemed to take that as the end of the discussion. Copper had somehow envisioned the child rushing into her open arms, but Megan had seen too many strangers come and go to put her trust in anyone immediately. She simply slid off her father’s knee and carried on with what she had been doing before, but when she was tucked up in bed, and Copper bent down to kiss her goodnight, two small arms shot up to cling around her neck.

‘I love you,’ said Megan fervently, and Copper’s eyes stung with tears.

‘I love you too, sweetheart.’

‘I’m glad you’re going to marry Dad,’ she confided in a small voice.

‘So am I,’ whispered Copper, only to look up and see Mal watching them from the doorway.

‘So is Dad,’ he said.

‘I can see him!’ Megan tugged at Copper’s hand, dancing up and down with excitement as she spotted Mal’s lean, rangy figure appear through a door at the other side of the terminal, Brett close behind him. They paused for a moment, searching the crowd with their eyes.

Copper saw Mal at the same moment as Megan. Two weeks she and the child had been in Adelaide and now suddenly he was here, looking as quiet and as cool and as self-contained as ever, and all the careful composure that she had practised had crumbled at the mere sight of him. She wished she could be like Megan, running towards her father, confident in the knowledge that he would reach for her and smile and catch her up in his arms.

Pride forced Copper to follow more decorously, although her heart was hammering and her breathing uneven. ‘Hello,’ she said with a wavering smile as she reached them, and Mal stilled as he saw her at last.

She was wearing a summer dress in a faded yellow print, with a scoop neck and a soft swirl of skirt, and she was carrying a simple straw hat in her hands. Mal drew a long breath. ‘Copper,’ he said, and then stopped as if uncertain how to go on. His voice sounded odd, almost strained as they looked at each other.

Then he shifted Megan into one arm and reached slowly for Copper with the other, drawing her into his side, and she found herself lifting her face quite naturally for his kiss, her own arm creeping instinctively around his waist so that she could cling to him for the reassurance she hadn’t even known she craved until then.

The touch of his mouth was electrifyingly brief. ‘I’ve missed you,’ he said as he raised his head.

Did he mean it, or was it just an act for Brett, who was watching them indulgently? ‘I’ve missed you too,’ she said huskily.

In her case it was true. She had brought Megan down to Adelaide over two weeks ago, and she had missed Mal more than she had thought possible. She had got used to him being there, used to the way he’d smile when he came in every evening. There had been times when she had almost forgotten that it was all a pretence.

Sometimes, when Mal had taken her riding along the creek, or when they’d sat on the verandah and watched the moon rise, it had seemed utterly natural that they should be together, talking easily about the day. It was only when their eyes had met unexpectedly that the tension would seep back into the atmosphere and Copper would remember that they weren’t really in love. They were just pretending.

It wasn’t as if Mal hadn’t made his position absolutely clear. Judging by his ostentatious absence every night, Brett had no doubts about their relationship, but Copper had been all too conscious of the fact that she and Mal said a polite goodnight in the corridor and retired to their separate rooms.

‘I suppose he thinks he’s being tactful,’ Mal had sighed that first evening, when Brett had taken himself off with much nodding and winking.

‘You realise he’s expecting us to fall into bed the moment the door closes behind him?’ said Copper. She tried to sound amused but it didn’t quite work.

‘Of course he does.’

Copper fidgeted by the sink. ‘Do you want

do you want to start now? Sharing a room, I mean,’ she said awkwardly. ‘Do you think it’ll look odd if we don’t?’

‘Let Brett think we’re making the most of it while he’s out,’ said Mal, unconcerned. ‘It won’t be long until we’re married, and there’ll be plenty of time for you to get used to sharing then.’

Copper should have felt relieved, but instead was left faintly disgruntled. In the face of such indifference she could hardly insist on dragging him to bed, could she?

During the day there was so much to do that it was easy to forget, but at night the knowledge that Mal didn’t really want her was a constant reminder of the reality of the deal they had made, and as the weeks went by the contrast between the way things seemed and the way they were left Copper feeling increasingly edgy and irritable.

In the end, it was a relief when Mal flew her to Brisbane with Megan and put them on a plane to Adelaide to organise the wedding, but being apart hadn’t done anything to lessen the knot of mingled apprehension and anticipation inside her. It was permanently lodged somewhere in her stomach, and it tightened whenever she thought about Mal. As the prospect of marrying him drew nearer she grew more and more tense, until she felt hollow with nerves that looped and dived inside her. Now, in the busy airport building, she could feel them still, quivering distractingly just beneath her skin.

Things had been so busy at Birraminda that Mal and Brett had left it until now, two days before the wedding, before flying down in the small six-seater plane that sat on the landing strip. When they all flew back together afterwards, Copper would be Mal’s wife. At the thought, a slow shiver snaked down her spine, and her shoulders flexed in response.

‘Hey, Megan!’ called Brett. ‘Come and give me a hug so that Dad can say hello to Copper properly!’

Mal put his daughter down and she ran happily over to her uncle, who swung her up and tickled her until she squealed. Copper hardly heard. Mal had turned back to her, a smile lurking in the depths of his brown eyes, and the gentle trembling inside her erupted into a frantic flutter at the knowledge that he was going to kiss her again.

Only because Brett had reminded him that a brief touch of the lips wasn’t enough for lovers who had been apart for two weeks, she told herself feverishly as Mal took both her hands and tugged her gently towards him. Her head struggled to hang onto the shreds of her pride and be the business-like Copper he expected her to be while her heart urged her to stop fighting the longing that unwound itself inside her. She had promised to act as if she was in love with him, instinct reasoned, and instinct won, allowing her to relax against Mal with a tiny sigh. It was only pretending, after all.